Programming the Cycle Of Hope(lessness)
March 19th , 2008LINE 01: RUN She is sweet to me.
LINE 10: RUN I am sweet to her, and nurture her sweetness with
LINE 20: RUN She becomes distant or apathetic or careless.
LINE 30: RUN I continue to be sweet and ask her to stop being distant.
LINE 40: RUN She tells me where to put it or calls me a child or blames me in some fashion for her bad mood affecting her attitude toward me when in fact it is 9 times out of 10 a result of shit rolling downhill and the nice guys being at the bottom... (this means, for the english impaired, that she gets hurt by someone else, and then hurts me to make herself feel better, consciously, subconsciously, intentionally, carelessly, passively, or aggressively, it makes no difference)
LINE 50: RUN I try to be understanding and talk with her through her problems.
LINE 60: RUN She throws it in my face.
LINE 70: RUN I get pissed off (funny how getting "shit on" makes you get "pissed off") and I explode.
LINE 80: RUN She acts like a distant hurt person for a day or two and then feels sorry...
LINE 90: intBitterness = intBitterness + 1
LINE 100: intTrust = intTrust - 1
GOTO LINE 1
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